Febuary 18th, 2023

Was trying 2 think of ways 2 improve my own website 4 screenreaders, content warnings,eyestrain etc since alot of my friends need those and it kinda grew into this? When I wanna learn stuff i look at other websites and try & understand what they did to make it work and like. it was REALLY hard to find that?? eyestrian is a big probblem especially there's alotof bringt contrasting colors.. Thats a good thing too honestly! theres so many people embracing the "cringe" rainbow oc sparkledog scene kid stuff and i LOVE thst!! trying 2 find a balecnce between those is gonna be hard i think. As 4 my own page im struggling with what needs to get tagged and what doesn't, as well has how. Like. the backround of this page is an image! does that need alt text? do things like color changeing text need alt text? 4 things like picrrews do i inlude the watermarks ? what needs tagging where? not to give sadgirl even more attention she probably doesn't want but ive been using her guides religiously 4 yhe accsessability front and it is SO HARD. i also am not blind 2 the fact that my awful spelling & use of numbers isnt g8 4 screen readers either. idk it just sux cause like. tracking + advertizing sux 4 every1!!!! not just sighted/hearing ppl!!! so the exclusivity kinda gets in the way of it but idk how 2 make it better... maybe im just ovrthinking this? n e way. ne1 who knos how 2 add alt text in html hmu thxxxx

Febuary 5th, 2023

Finished rivers' page! this was the 1st page so far that ive coded. pretty much by myself! which you can probably tell by how glitchy it is lmao. either way im proud tho! aside from the floaty animation+the playlist all the code is my own!!! YEAH i fukin LOVE learning new skills. webmastery ftw. Also unrrelated i love the term "webmaster" yeah im a webmaster. I \ve mastered the web. how? by deleting every web app on my phone and becoming the online equivilent of a hermit. based as hell.

Febuary 2nd, 2023

guess who got fired todayyyyyyyy! bleh. I have enough money 2 like. not imediately die but its gonna be awkward 4 a while. Its not as busy andtheyve been slowly cutting back on my hours 4 a while now so i guess it makes sense lmao. On the bright side it means I have lots of more time 2 work on this website & homework so its not all bad! more of the 1st than the 2nd cuz i am a chronic procrastinator

January 31st, 2023

So ive become mildly obsessed with this song recently (if ur reading this around the ttime of update it should b playing now, if ur from the future the link to listenn is here and its giving me a huge want 2 make an animatic out of it...but also every other time ive tried 2 make any kind of animation ive never been able 2 finish.. so idk? I mean i cant ever get better if I dont do anything right? not 2 mention coursework is very quickly getting out of hand so i probably shouln't be devoting huge swaths of my time 2 a new project. (He says, on his wip html blog.) in other news ive noticed a huge boostt in my self esteem lately which is making me veryy happy!! fuck yeah mental health progress. tip 4 any1 out there: yknow when u start sayin stuff ironically n then cant stop? yea that works with self love! if u start sayin silly positive stuff abt urself (I am the sexiest person in this 7/11) u even2ally start 2 ac2ually believe it! it sounds memey n cheesy (becuz it is) but itt has actually helped me so much with my dysphoria & stuff. gl u sexy beautiful bitches.

January 25th, 2023

theres this very specific kind of shared... i dont want to call it truama put its definatly something that happens in small, middle-of-nowhere towns. that kind of knowlege that you either makke it out or stay forever. the place equivilent of a fly trap. nitw explores it alot and i think thats part of the reason i like it so much. its very easy to become resigned to your fate, i guess? mae says that they cant leave because it physically, mentally, hurts that possum springs is the only place they feel safe. Meanwhile Bea and greg and Angus cant leave for financial reasons and they, bea especially, resent them so much for taking the oppurtunity that they cant have and ;throwing it awway." I heard some kid moan "i need to get OUT of this STATE" a feew days ago and thats whats lead to this revalation.. also they/them mae supremacy

January 22nd, 2023

I spent basically all of yesterday and probably all of today working on my oc page it still has a long way to go and most of it is still the default layout text BUT. its there! I had a dream about coding last night. tetris effect inn action. this website is getting way more hits and veiws than i ever expected so early on without being connected to. any websites . hi whoever is reading this

January 21st, 2023

OKAY so its. HOLY SHIT okay its 1:17 am ad i think?? think i have the blog completely set up right i think hopefully maybe. Will basically be using this as a place 2 store thuoghts ad shit. blah blah blah please work lorum ipsum set dor alet i fucked your mom